φιλοσοφία]* Ѳwhite or blackѲ

Studying to succeed.

Not everything is always as simple as it seems. Sweat athlete, blacks fingers worn by the musician, saturation mind of a thinker ... There are signs of sacrifices, hours of attention to his craft, his task, perhaps his dream. In order. Lately I am quite demoralized this month's end, happy, but demoralized. Many homeworks and tasks to do. Some people disappoint me. Persons near to me. It 's strange, but sometimes I feel that who has to support me doesn't do that, or forget that I'm here and that is precisely who I have chosen to take my side.

In addition, when you try to get things right, they often go wrong, and this means that I am still sinking more else. And this can not be. Because then I think "I can" and sometimes it works to raise the moral or spirit, but then again those small depressions, those moments of anguish that you don't know why make you feel temptation to cry or scream. And I suffered for too long by these apathetic mood and almost unbearable, which is why I don't want to fall again into that hole with no exit which is becoming deeper and black. Finally, with a desire to leave, carnival and party. Forget for a time study to succed the term, the cours and batxillerat, we only need a breath, a breaktime and less work to do, because sometimes is that which make us undhappy or stressed, and after we are upset with the whole world, and then appear discussions and misunderstood.

So, study it's okay, but take it easy, with calm and relax!